Dance of Thought

It happened again… I faced my ultimate fear and I went back to that blissful place, where everything that ever happened and everything that will ever happen, has already happened; and I cannot deny it, the only thing that keeps me from self destructing is the fear of living in that place forever, let me dream that I'm in charge of things, that this awareness of mine is real and not just a biological manifestation that has no free will, only the illusion of it, because we think our dreams are what separate us from all living things… would any other human want to come up here with me? And see that even our dreams are a product of the outside world, that we are not who we are, we are the universe. Come to think of it, why would the universe want to self destruct? I am empty, I am free, I am human, in every way but one… I see the truth September 2017

You see a picture and you either get fascinated by it, or get disturbed by it, either ways your mind detects a deviation from the source, how it's meant to be, GOD, it is the law that governs things and you see a deviation and you either get curious, or become afraid, if it was truth then you will simply move along like it wasn't there... This curiosity we have is our path towards progress, but you see it's all based on error, error is what deviates from God, for God is in your perception not in the world, the world just is. And if you were to be neutral about what you see then you will be just riding that wave and the wave becomes motionless and there's no more wiggle in the universe, least to say your universe, which is entirely fabricated in your mind. I don't intend on making a point here, I'm just wiggling my way through and I am fascinated by all those geniuses that bestowed upon us knowledge and I challenge them.. because if they were right then there w...